Tak Cinta..

Saya pun heran ni sama diri sy..kenapa..?Sebab susah sanggat nak bagi peluang untuk bercinta..
Apa yang saya ingat ialah kata2 PM Roslan..Did you know what is mean by Love..?
Itu yang saya buntu sebebenarnya..Saya tidak tahu apa sebenarnya cinta..yang betul2
 Mempengaruhi diri saya yang boleh diterima..Secara positif..
Kalau setakat suka suka ja baik tidak payah..Buang masa..
Bgus p bcinta sama buku lagi best..Saya ni jenis yang sangat senang kata sayang...
Tapi untuk bagi kasih saya sama dia sangat2 susah..
Once saya bagi kasih sama dia..it's only for two times..Now and Forever..Senang ja..
Kalau setakat cakap Luv You..apa la tu..Macam teda2 ba tu bagi saya..just bunga dalam
berSMS or bercakap..Gurauan tak lebih dari itu..Tiadalah yang sangat penting bagi saya buat masa sekarang..Hanyalah untuk belajar, bantu keluarga, memperbaiki diri..
Dia datang dalam hidup saya..Tapi ini lah membuatkan saya bingung..
Siapa yang nda mo ada yang carring sama kita selain family kita kan..
Tapi tu lah..Dia tu setakat perhiasan dalam hidup saya..
Apa-apa pun All da best....


-juanishasnih-

a day without you..(forever..)

All my day before this is lonely..i'm never feel the such thing call happy in love with someone..
I'm enough to know what is it..They say once you have it you never escape your self from it..
But i'm not that desperate on this kind of thing..Wasting my time..
Theres too many people out side there suffer because of this small thing..
Well because of this sixth sense..It can destroy the other fifth sense..
Can you believe that...i don't know..i never across it..
Now in my heart is serious exist..LOL..(>_<)
For now I still able to deny that such feelings exist..
I really wanna feel how anguish when frustrated..
May be I'm crazy to say that..But I'm serious on it..
Now maybe I'm in love..Yeahh I'm sure of it...
I can't make my own judgement..I know in my heart there still has
A space for him...
A couple day ago I'm feel comfortable when someone is caring to me..
But I still can stand a  day without you..(forever)




-juanishasnih-

Kenapa..?

Who is me To You..
Who am I in your life .. Yes .. I know that I'm only human just like garbage. But do you know i do this, because i want the good thing happen to you Not like me.... Obviously you never appreciate it .. I live do not ask much appreciated .. just appreciate those who are still willing to take note of your trip .. you are still has a long way life. Life is like a wheel sometimes above sometimes below. Occasionally crossed my mind to forget you .. even nature could, but the heart was so weak .. why ..? All wonderful advice always responded with tears .. I never asked only one consideration .. .. LISTEN .. how to change if there is no awareness at all .. I'm talking like the statue .. I also really stupid when listening to words from you are obviously a lie .. .. I can only pray that one day you could change .. but do not get delayed because of bad consequence .. ..

 

-juanishasnih-

     (>_<)

 

ABC's Friends

A friend is.....














Accepts as you are..
Believes in you..
Calls you just to say "Hai"
Doesn't give up on you..
Envisions the whole of you,
   even the unfinished part.
Forgives your mistakes
Gives unconditionally.
Helps you.
Invites over you.
Just wants to "be" with you.
Keeps you close at heart.
Loves you for who you are.
Makes a difference in your life.
Never judges.
Offers support.
Picks you up.
Quiets your fear.
Raises your spirits
Tell you the truth when you need to hear it.
Understands you.
Values you.
Walks beside you.
X-plains thing you don't understand.
Yells when you won't listen and,
Zaps your back reality..(>__<)

-juanishasnih90-

Rindu Nak Balik....(>__<)

Ala..minggu ni ja mo tunggu..next week cuti sudah..So melepas rindu la sama kampung yang dah lama ditinggalkan..Bukan la lama sangat baru ja ba..2 bulah yang lepas..Sampai rumah terus pergi di ladang getah..
Mo sangat saya lihat apa perkembangan yang sudah berlaku..Besar sudah kali tu kannn..?
Rindu lagi sama Family..nenek.adik2 saya,bapa na kakak saya..Banyak benda yang best ni di kampung yang tiada tandingannya di sini..Kampung tetap kampung di hati saya..Walaupun hanya 1 minggu ja, itu dah cukup memadai bagi saya..(=_=)Syukur la ba kan..At least ada kan..huhu..

SEE YOU AGAIN.....
-juanishasnih90-